Hey, friends! Where in the world did the time go? It’s currently the first of may, and it’s been a bit since I’ve had activity on this little space. Rightly, so, I must say. It’s been a crazy couple months. I’m graduating.
It’s hard for me to believe it. I just had to say it twice for effect. From job searching, to portfolio reviews, to follow-up emails, to finishing classes, to finals, to wanting to give up, to realizing it’s way too late in the game to give up, to leads, and non-returned emails. Man. Can I just say it’s exhausting trying to ‘get your life figured out’?
The pending graduation date is slowly creeping around the corner, reminding me ‘Hey! You still don’t know what you’re doing with your life!’. It’s scary. And slightly depressing. But you know what, it’s also exciting, and I’m trying my best to stay positive, and realizing that there really is an incredible life and future awaiting me that doesn’t consist of semesters or grades, or part-time jobs. It’s exciting and unknown and I’m having to push through and believe that the future is bright.
Who know’s where I’ll end up or what I’ll be doing. Honestly, who knows. But, ya know, I gotta trust that there’s purpose in this little life of mine, and I’m going to hold fast to the truth that I’m here for people more than I am a job or myself. It’s hard to remember that, when my thought life seems to only be ‘me, me, me’ but that reality keeps it all in perspective. And it let’s me breathe a little bit easier. And helps me see a little bit clearer. And thats the place I want to be in.